Recharged, refreshed, restarted.
Funny how leaving Singapore for just 2 days put everything back into perspective.
I guess it reminded me that this is just a passing moment, all my struggles here just a temporal disruption to the reality that I am building for myself.
Fighters fight, and I’m going to keep fighting till I get this right.
Reading Arnold’s biography made me realise, I was way too lazy for the past 25 years of my life. There he was, being a champion body builder, running a mail order business, a real estate business, a construction business and aspiring Hollywood leading actor.
I’m amazed at how he is able to so clearly visualise in his head where he is directing his life towards and how committed he is to drive towards it. Of the millions of obstacles that stood in his way, he just methodically broke each one down in front of him until there was none left. That’s how you succeed.
After reflecting on it, I realised it’s time to stop being a wuss, it’s time to commit.
I am going to the SEA games in 2013. No excuses.
I don’t care how many early morning sessions at the track, late nights in the gym or how many times I have to pass out and see my own vomit.
Not even if along the way I have to build a 100 million dollar company will be good enough an excuse anymore.
And I’m going to do whatever it takes to get to where I want to be.
And I really want to thank everyone who’s followed this blog or supported me, you guys are a large reason why I’m still here, still running.
Likewise to all the doubters, to everyone who’s written me off, including my parents who still thinks I’m wasting my time with my sport, I thank each and everyone for you. Because of your hate and ignorance, it makes my 10 times more committed and determined to succeed.
I’ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt, undoubtedly. And all those who look down on me, I’m tearing down your balcony.
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