On LA and such.

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Apologies for the lack of updates recently, been in a whirlwind ride in LA and the few days back in Loughborough. Next thing I know I’m laying on the bed in a hotel somewhere in Somerset getting ready for a decathlon tomorrow.

The LA trip has been such an amazing experience really, and since my flickr account has expired (haven’t renewed it yet) I’ll put the links to the photos on my fb account here and here.

As you can see I got a chance to mix it up with the big boys like Bryan Clay and meet the likes of Allyson Felix.

It is all great and stuff, but at the same time something keeps nagging me at the back of my head, as much as I try to put myself in the position that many other athletes could only dream about, it didn’t solve the initial problem that I actually am not that good an athlete.

Am I not trying hard enough?

I don’t know.

But something’s definite is that my performance levels doesn’t justify me continuing doing what I’m doing.

Sometimes this fear of never ever making it great at anything really scares me, especially now that I am almost 25.

I really don’t want to end up as an old man thinking that I was almost was.

I want to be great.

Gotta remember the reason, gotta get up, gotta keep moving.

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